If you asked her to identify the moment she knew she was lying to herself, she could tell you. Her intuition had always been accessible if she wanted it to be. The problem was, she rarely wanted it to be. Avoiding her subconscious mind was a strategic game of rationalization. She had mastered the ability to silence the inner voices she didn’t want to hear, and prioritize the ones she did.
I hypothesize that most people who are drawn to these spiritual teachers and venues, and also the gurus themselves, have some kind of insecure attachment styles (avoidant, anxious, chaotic, etc). I tried to convince one of the researchers in the field of attachment and psychedelics to test this hypothesis, but I don't think he has so far.
I hypothesize that most people who are drawn to these spiritual teachers and venues, and also the gurus themselves, have some kind of insecure attachment styles (avoidant, anxious, chaotic, etc). I tried to convince one of the researchers in the field of attachment and psychedelics to test this hypothesis, but I don't think he has so far.
This was really powerful and relevant. Thank you for sharing.